Music

Music can soothe. Music will soothe. Music is magic. Music is awesome. Music is Music.

California

I want to go back to California. I want to sit on my mountain and meditate till the sun goes down. I want to see the sand. I want to touch the gritty sand under my feet. I want to feel the warm water on my toes. I want to go to LA and act like a teenager. I want to reinvent myself.

My Wonderful Husband

I want to tell you about my husband. I met him when I was 16 years old. I knew of him...I didn't know him. We dated briefly in high school and although we broke up for whatever reason we remain very good friends. We always seemed to know where the other was. We knew what the other was feeling. We always had a connection. We moved on in our lives. We both started dating other people and lost touch briefly. Then he called me out of the blue. To this day I don't know how he even found my number. He called to tell me that he was going to have his second baby. I already knew about the first when we bumped into each other at a football game. Come to find out he was living 10 minutes away the whole time. After the birth of my son he found me again and brought over all our friends to meet my new little guy. After that we were inseparable. We've had our up and downs. One big up was our daughter. We were now a family. Later on he told me that he watched me walk down the hall at our old high school and told his friend that he was going to marry me someday. That day came true on October 9, 2004. I married my best-friend. My soul-mate. My everything. I love you honey for every and always. Happy Valentines Day.

The Last Couple Days

I have the most horrible PMS ever. It's very debilitating. I have the worst cramps. I'm cranky as if all hell has broken loose. To top it off my daughters are on sync with me. WHOOPEE!! Sometimes I wish I could be left alone for a week with no one to bug me. That would be awesome.

My Life...

My life. What can I say. I have everything I want. I have a great home in a perfect location for Worthington.  A home that keeps me warm in the winter and cool in the summer. Close to everything and everywhere I go. I have the ability to go to the fridge and get something to eat or drink should I need substance or a beverage. When I get dirty I have the luxury of having a shower or bath to keep myself clean. I have a loving family who needs me. Which lets face it, it's pretty cool to be needed in anyway possible when your kids are growing up so fast. I have awesome friends whom I can go to for anything. Advice. Comradely. Friendship. Love. Anything I want. I have transportation. If I should want to go to the mall or store all I have to go is turn a key and drive. My children love me. They treat me with respect. They come to me for advice. They listen to what I have to say. They see my little quirks and accept me for who I am. They aren't embarrassed to be seen with their mother. I have a husband who loves me unconditionally and deeply. He tells me everyday how beautiful I am. He tells me how much he loves me everyday. He shows me by little things like notes and such to let me know how much he appreciates me. I know and feel it in my bones he is my soul-mate. I got everything I want in a man right in front of me. I love my life. I love my family. I love me.